Really!!!!

You gotta give me credit for thinking the glass is always half full.  Mornings are our best times so I thought let's do some off leash in the morning, some jumping and then keep you on leash for the rest of the day, and this is how it went.  He was great through the house ignores the other dogs just wants me :).  Did the sit at both exit doors without screwing around :).  Released him out let him go 15 feet and called him he turned and came back, I pulled the leash out of my pocket instead of the ball while I got the ball he turned and took off into the field, I called once but then figured he might really have to pee so waited.  When he was done peeing (about 150 feet away) I called and he ignored me completely.  I went in the house and can't see him but he didn't appear at the door and teaching him to ignore me and play in the field was not my plan so I jumped in the car and started going down the driveway.  He appeared go out of the car called him he came right over we played for a second and gone again, I drove further down the driveway and this time when he came I put him in his crate in the car and then straight into the house in the crate.  Right now I am so mad the best thing for both of us is I ignore him for two days.  I imagine I just have to go back to the beginning and start from there.  I am so sad, mad, angry, frustrated, hurt, scared...